Watch Me Falling

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When the time comes to defend ourselves, we are left powerless and drained. That’s when the authorities chose to appear. They would take you, isolate you, and drop you down to the lowest and darkest places you could ever imagine. This was the psychological reinforcement that was required to break us and put us back into the state of constant fear. We had violated the ways of the world, and now we were being punished.


laying on my optimistic
cushion of security
this comes by, disturbing all
of what i made from sanity
this is how we watch me falling down
i am so down and lonely
crawling from the pit that this has created
my reality

now no more
what we know
darkness is
what i've lived through
now i am
just a tool
useful for
everyone to use

waiting by their fixed emotions
hoping they will go away
still they're here, making sure
to tell me what to think and say
this is why all that i see is black
i am so down and lonely
feeling an object of their affection
my reality


from Test Subject, released July 4, 2010



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